Trying to keep writing here, but everything I want to write about is pathetic. I mean, honest-to-god pathetic. Like going back to 2005 pathetic. I know that they say (and I believe) that the universe keeps giving you lessons over and over until you learn them, but man. I guess this means I’m beyond idiotic. Then there’s the “insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.” Yep. It applies to me as much as it applies to anyone else. I am not immune.
Part of the problem is that I’m always holding out hope that people are going to change; that people really mean well; that people can’t possibly do it AGAIN. and yet, they do. And I’m bewildered, flabbergasted, flummoxed, stunned. Even worse, is that I often chastise the SAME people for being fooled by *their* friends, their relatives, their hopefuls.
So. Yeah. That’s it. I’m sad, my feelings are hurt and I’m furious. Pick one. The channel changes regularly.