to the tune of “shattered.”
or something like that. i am in a state. depressed. not going to meetings. feeling very spiritually fit. mostly of my own making. never feeling like i can get anything done. can’t keep my house clean, can’t get any writing done. can’t maintain my blogs. can’t stay on task. can’t stay focused.
even now, i’m half watching the tv and letting my mind wander. the million things i have to do the million things i want to do the million things … how tired i am how badly i eat … you know the drill.
lots of stuff. and i can’t even finish THIS post. nice.