trying to throw something up here. feeling very, very paralyzed lately in so many ways. just stagnant. have so much to do and feel very paralyzed. the whole i have so much to do and am doing nothing type of thing.
and yet i stay up too late and don’t get enough sleep and i feel so much time is wasted. just wanted to put that out there. so, there’s that. i wrote something here today. maybe i’ll start there … just trying to write something every day.
oh yeah, there’s that. in 9 days, i’ll have kept this thing alive for 5 years. that’s something else, really. there’s that number 5 and all. but there’s something about that. i’ve had very brief periods of downtime and stagnation (see: recently), but for the most part, i think it’s been a very active blog and a pretty big part of my life.
so, that’s something.
oh, and i can’t get this song out of my head these days.