i’m at a temp job today. blogger is blocked. youtube is not. myspace is blocked. facebook is not. blah. but i can still blog from my email, which is good. so, here i am.
in reality, i have so much to catch up on — music stuff to write and whatnot. my brain is really fried. my meds are messed up and i’m out of sorts. i don’t know what’s what. meterological fall and it getting noticeably darker out is definitely making me a little blah. money/job stuff. feeling extremely lonely in regards to not having more close friends in chicago. being out of sorts with breaking up with a friend and all of the ramifications that come with that.
but physically, my body is wack. i was up until 4 am on sunday night, and i pretty much slept most of monday away. i got up and chaired my monday night 10:15 pm meeting, which was a real blessing. and then i went home to go back to sleep so i could get up in the 6 o’clock hour to leave my house by 7 for this temp job to start at 8.
i feel really out of it and sleepy and disconnected and totally unmotivated in every way. i hate it. did i mention my neck feels like it’s made of wood? waaaah.
i’ll try to get something more cohesive and exciting up next.